HELP!

Have any of you ever looked at a work so long and thought about how weird it was and suddenly you don't know if you even spelled it right because you're thinking WAY too much about how weird of a word it is so then you have to go look it up in the dictionary? I definitely just did that with the word HELP.
Anyway...sorry for the random tangent about nothing. That's not what this post is really about. As some of you may have read my post on the MG website about how I'm really tight for money right now. I'm hopefully going to make it thought this semester but I don't know how I'm supposed to pay for fall semester. I'm really really trying to avoid getting loans because I really don't want to be in debt when I finish college. So I ask of you to please pray for me! I need some serious help! If anyone hears about a job in Rexburg, preferably on campus or close to campus since I don't have a car, please, please, please let me know! I desperately NEED it! Thanks girls! I don't know how I would make it through without your support.
One more thing, I was really wanting to send him a package for his birthday/6 month mark since they're 3 days apart but I doubt I will be able to afford it. I told him I would send him lots of packages before he left but so far I've only sent one at Christmas. You think he'll be upset if he doesn't get one? I feel so bad not sending him one since his birthday present to me was pretty much amazing. Advice?

FINALLY!!!!!! my very first anddddd second letter!!!!!

i finallyyyyyy got a letter...TWO LETTERS!!! after 24 days of being in the mtc, jeesh! oh myyyy...now it really begins. letters are so much better than emails! he actually touched them. hes the only person, besides me that has touched those letters, and i really like that thought (call me crazy, i know...go ahead, its ok.)

look at that adorably sloppy handwriting...mmmm...

im pretty sure you cant tell from the picture but the very top letter is all written in blue ink until it gets to my actual address...even my name is in blue, then it switches to black because he wrote it on days later. hed thrown out the envelope with my return address on it...and to think this whole time i thought hed forgotten about me. nope...hes just a dork :) yeah...im happy.